tired.. just got home and finished my first week in poly.. like finally waiting for this weekend to chill and relax a little but not too much. went out at 9 so was slacking all the way until we met the rest, grabbed some food. went to watch wild hogs and it appeared to be a funny show so i didnt waste my 9 dollars lucky for me and the rest. went to eat at river valley and than down to bridget's place to watch dvds as suggested by some of us cause they claimed the night is still damn young but ended up 2 casualities(found falling asleep) haha.

was thinking about bridget,and the many things my friends told me about her. yes i know its hard getting her back maybe impossible but i really wanna try cause i really still love her as much. i still can remember very clearly the first time i confessed to her last year and i was so god damn ecstatic that night i couldn't study for my prelims. here i am regretting all the wrong decisions i made. it was a horrible and one of the most regretful mistake ever. has she fallen for someone else already? im still asking myself this question. has she forgotten me totally? maybe she should cause i was being a damn jerk. i still read the letters she wrote to me when we were together and tears welled my eyes. she is so damn sweet and i can feel her love but why the fuck did this happen to me.. why the fuck was i born like that.. i wanna change i wanna do things right i just dont know how to correct it.. but baby i promise u if there was ever a second chance its all for u. watever u want me to be. i need her so much. i feel weak in front of her. and i know that its the first time i felt this way. regretting my decisions which i dont used to.

Labels: anything for u and i will prove it to you that i will fucking change all because i know i love you and i have and need to do tis for u, i want you back in my life

Jeremy
Singapore Poly
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