So here I am, sitting alone in the dark again. What a perfect fucking metaphor and I'm so tired of this I know I have no reason to feel this pain but Of course I can't stop it now. It's nights like this when I don't want to hear solutions. And my dreams just tease me ,with promises of a better tomorrow. That isn't today yet and patience isn't one of my virtues. What, you mean this isn't normal for me? Either I'm damn good at hiding this or I spend a lot more time than I like to think. Lost in my head. Angst may be fashionable these days, but I'd much rather be a happy geek

I didn't cry the day you moved away. I didn't think that I could feel this pain. Until I saw the stranger that was you. Whatever happened to our innocence. And the somethin' that you said about being friends. Tell me how. Help me say the words out loud. Could it be. That nothings gonna change. Cause time has got a way of taking back. Everything you thought you had. Can you see.The girl you used to be.The one I lost when I let go of you.

I need to wake up from this state of mind. The situation is the same kind. I gotta get your memory out of my head. Would you catch me if I had to fall. Would you even find the time for that at all. Tell me how. Help me say the words out loud.

2001--->2004--->2007


what the hell man i still can't believe my classmates last year actually took my progress report to take a picture of my 2001 picture. ok fcuk that nerdy specs in the first picture. and that bloody 2007 pic is like shown in my new passport like for what i rather put my 2004 picture in it =( i look like a fcuking white asshole in that 2007 picture.









SPECIALLY FOR DANNY LAW!!!! for having a dick son like him. but his son is a cb =x
u know aku dont mean it i still love u babe HAHAHA


KTV session with danny qinglong ceya banana weijie and last but not least the invisible man hong wei i don know why i said that but maybe u know why HAHAHA. no la. my 2 brothers beside me loves to sing F4 meteor garden.


it was a surprise everyone appeared in button shirts that day. except ah law hahahaha
and it was supposed to be an all guys pic. but the guy in the extreme right seemed abit.......
HAAHAHA sorry la weijie.

just came home from zoukout, bloody hell the DJ anyhow mix the song aku also never listen before. he claims he is from philadelphia. but the music seems abit third world man =x . not that bad but still prefer krunk.

those special moments, that feeling of untouchable wholeness, feeling complete. I remember it well, having so much to say to each other, never running out of words to say and always yearning to be together like there aren't enough hours in the day to spend together. Such a powerful connection, it somehow feels as if you're walking in the clouds and the world looks beautiful. Its all about keeping the momentum. So in this time of need when you're left scared and in pain, be aware that there is a way to take hold of that pain and change the way you look at it so that you can rise above the situation and make the best elements better, mend the wounds and begin to learn how to heal yourself faster.

Jeremy
Singapore Poly
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