Friday, April 27, 2007
fri again!!
yea its a friday again. damn it should be a lovely day to hang out and have fun. make urself happy and stuff like that.. do things u like with your friends because weekday none of such things can ever happen anymore cause its no more a holiday and its damn obvious im talking nonsense cause its common sense. whatever it is. this one of the fridays which i had no mood. thanks to u layhoon. i really nv expected u to be the first. for 3 or maybe 4 years of my life aft knowing u i trusted u so much. i cant believe. u know something i shouldn have told u stuff like that. i thought that maybe friends and bf are 2 different issues. but i guess u do trust him as well so i cant really blame u for telling him. i take back my words for now. anyway i dont see us going anywhere. u r a ghost u dont seem to exist in my life and it pisses me off when u tell me i dont call u aft u and shaun got together. i really had nothing much to say about it. so i guess. maybe yes u r still impt to me. perhaps the only girl i trust so much other than zhi. maybe for now anything regarding shaun i wont speak a word anymore. lets just wait for nature to take its cause. i shall stop all the insulting cause its nt gonna work no matter how much i say. damn it man u nv know how impt u r to me. but lets just forget it.
and on the other hand i thought abt bridget. nv felt like giving up to get her back. and its only u i wanna be with. until the day i know u have alr forgotten me. which i think alr happened but i wanna take my chances for the moment. just wanna let u know the happiest part of my day everyday is to talk to u on msn every night. cause its the only way i dare to talk to u.