no mood do experiment today so basically me joe and melissa copy everyone's answer and left the damn room. nobody took attendence and those who were absent also got their work done by their own friends. damn i shud have ran away from experiment. engineering material sucks today. so damn sophisticated. pascal triangle sucks as well. haha. but it looks quite easy.

i have seen many situations. i have seen my own friends before falling for the same gal. nothing good usually happens to them. i ask myself. do i have a phobia or is there anything im afraid of? sometimes yea im scared me and kt may turn out nasty no matter how fair this will be. im afraid to go forward to her. i can feel a barrier in my mind whenever i talk to her on msn. i feel so lost and i lose my mind whenever i talk to her. wats going on i really don;t know anymore. i want her badly. i say this all the time and i feel this all the time. but i feel my fears overcoming me. if this is gonna continue maybe i won;t ever get her back.

Labels: lost and scared-leads me to hell

Jeremy
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