Thursday, May 10, 2007
without u
just cant imagine this. i can sense it coming. i pretend not to know. i know i couldn prepare myself for anything. no matter how much i know. i just pray that u can see me in a different way. cause im dying for ur love. i did this to myself. and i won't ever do this to myself ever again. to love and to cherish before its gone. and i will take it as a lesson for me. i believe nobody can take this excruciating pain. esp in ur heart. people commit suicide, cry, cut themselfs jus to free themselfs from the pain. its a nasty feeling. maybe she is right. its been too long. i shouldn have taken the feeling i had for granted. u left a mark in my mind. u taught me many things. most importantly. u gave me the best feeling i ever had. and when i think back. i really enjoyed eeverytime im with u. ur hugs and kisses gave me a feeling that cannot be replaced. and the times we had outside playing joking laughing or whatever. everything esp my love for u, makes me wanna come back to u.. dont worry u still got my respect. let's be friends.
Labels: but not the end for me, im feeling remorseful and my feelings for u is just too strong, its the end for us