Sunday, December 16, 2007
So here I am, sitting alone in the dark again. What a perfect fucking metaphor and I'm so tired of this I know I have no reason to feel this pain but Of course I can't stop it now. It's nights like this when I don't want to hear solutions. And my dreams just tease me ,with promises of a better tomorrow. That isn't today yet and patience isn't one of my virtues. What, you mean this isn't normal for me? Either I'm damn good at hiding this or I spend a lot more time than I like to think. Lost in my head. Angst may be fashionable these days, but I'd much rather be a happy geek